In my years as an artist I have come to understand that my artistry is, at best, personal. Most of it has an affectionate value that I can keep to myself. And, while there's always the vain notion and... desire to be approved of (as I believe is genuinely human) there is also, now, the acceptance that what I produce aesthetically isn't really as good as I desire. I believe that once you've done enough art, as I have done. And most of it, judging it through the eyes of a critic; being quite average - you come to realize that average seldom is looked upon and viewed with reaction. It is at best, to use a media-communications vocabulary; redunda